Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I'm Finished, and now I Hate Everything

I'm finished. With classes. With my first year of graduate school. I'm terrible at disconnect. I know it's over, but I can't move on so easily. I take a while to decompress. I wind myself up pretty tightly at the end, and all that tension doesn't just disappear; I have to work it out over days of deep breathing and silent reassurances that I did turn in the right paper (as opposed to an earlier draft, which I'm always afraid of doing).

Right now I'm trying to dig my apartment out from under a month of neglect. I'm studiously not watering my plants, and avoiding cooking at almost all costs.

I need to choose my summer reading goal, but, right now, at least for the next few days, I have no interest in the written word. All I am interested in is stuff that is awesome: episodes of seinfeld, slurpies, icees, chocolate peanut butter ice cream cakes, loose waistbands, and cold water.


3 comments:

  1. interesting and relatable :-) i found your blog randomly from the top tab! feel free to read my blog thoughts as well and comment your thoughts on the various topics i write about

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  2. Yay grad school! More specifically, congrats on finishing your first year!!

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  3. It was weird reading the list of things you love because they are, at the moment, my only interests right now as well.. if you added sleep on there we would be interest twins.

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